Missing Birthdays

I never even thought about the important days that we all spend together always. Meaning, the ones we automatically have spent together all of these years and will now be missed by Alex. Most recently thinking about, Birthdays. Not having Alex here makes me feel so sad. I wonder how his brothers feel? Maybe the same. I’m not quite sure. Geez, I wonder how Alex feels? Probably terrible. Ug!

We have been FaceTime-ing Alex in. We’ve done it for both Devin and Pierce’s birthdays now. With mine coming up, will I be next? I don’t know how I feel about that. I think that I am going to have to come up with another plan. A new plan for future birthdays and holidays too. He is so close, this should be better planned. It should be easy. A no brainer!

I will brainstorm today and figure it out. This can’t go on and set the tone for the future. It’s not acceptable to me and it shouldn’t be for the rest of my family either.

Just my thoughts for today. 🙂

xoxo

WordPress Post A Day/Week #1 ~ New Year Resolutions

Happy New Year!

Since it is New Years Day I thought that I would blog a little about how I feel about New Year Resolutions. I have never been a “resolutions” type of person. Shit, I can’t even set a goal for myself and keep it half the time.  I love listening to others though… go to the gym more, eat less junk food, spend more wisely, lose weight, etc.  Nope, not me!  I find it easier for myself to just live life day-day-day, minute-by-minute.  Don’t get me wrong, I have GREAT intentions for myself.  I just like to keep it real, then I am not disappointed.  I take good care of myself and those around me.  I have a great life, so I try not and complain.  I have my issues, but isn’t that what life is all about?  I think so. I always think back to the movie What About Bob… baby steps!  That is what life is full of, baby steps, new roads, left turn and maybe then another left turn after that, accidents along the way and then finding the escape route to the road with something new and amazing.  Live life, live it happy, live it feeling amazing with yourself, say I love you, shine, love yourself first, smile, laugh, hug all the time and everyone!!  🙂

xo